
From time to time we have power cuts at Highclere. At first, everyone is full of good spirits and the resolves to make the best of it. Then the realisation dawns that that everything we think to do, from telephones, to kettles, catching up on emails to ironing, all involves electricity.
Typically, power cuts also tend to happen in winter when there is less light in any case. As what little there is slowly fades and darkness starts to sinks into every corner, our eyesight adjusts but is not strong enough to distinguish colour or shape sufficiently to make things work.
The central Saloon of the Castle in particular gets very dark very quickly. In this situation, its height and space, normally so admirable, work against it and the candles I’ve gathered are helpful but insufficient. There are some torches but if you have to go to find something, it is such a small pool of light shining around your feet that it is not always enough to avoid the bumps in the floor or the stairs.
It is better to simply gather together in the lighter area – it is a “darkling space”. We try to get accustomed to the gloom but soon start to wonder when the electrics might be restored. There is always an intuitive emotional response to darkness in that it conjures up the unknown along with the most basic fears of what might lurk! In fact, complete darkness profoundly changes the sensory sensibilities of our brain.
Humans and nature have evolved with a day and night cycle, the circadian rhythm which is essential for our good health. To quote Russell Foster, professor of molecular neuroscience at Imperial College, “The body clock adapts us for the varying demands of activity and rest. It ensures our internal synchronicity: that our various internal systems – temperature, alertness, blood pressure and so on – are working together”. Melatonin for example is called “the Dracula hormone” because it always comes out at night. Its production, however, can be severely reduced by bright artificial light We need the darkness – continuous light is disturbing and will make us ill. Light allows us to see , it provides information and above all our wellbeing.
Most religions begin with myths of darkness out of which comes light. In Ancient Egypt there are many words denoting light but a general word expresses light as the opposite of shadow and of darkness and the role of light in the process of creation. Light came into being “after darkness” (m pt snkt) and emerged out of a lotus flower that appeared on the surface of ‘Nun’ the primordial chaos. In other faiths, the importance of light is reflected in major festivals from Diwali, Advent and Hanukkah.
“Look at how a single candle can both defy and define the darkness.” Anne Frank.
Hiding in the dark in an attic in Amsterdam in World War II, Anne kept and regularly wrote in a diary she had received as a birthday present. In 1944, however, the family was discovered by the Germans and Anne and her sister Margot were transferred firstly to Auschwitz and then to Bergen Belsen concentration camp where she died.
Her diary was found in 1947 by her father Otto Frank who survived his internment in Auschwitz. It was published initially in Holland and then in 1952 in English as The Diary of a Young Girl. Since then it has been published in over 70 languages.
Eleanor Roosevelt described it as “one of the wisest and most moving commentaries on war and its impact on human beings that I have ever read.” John F Kennedy said, “Of all the multitudes who throughout history have spoken for human dignity in times of great suffering and loss, no voice is more compelling than that of Anne Frank.”
I was reminded of the power of the individual voice whilst sitting listening to BBC Radio 4 this morning and how important they can be in triggering memories in the same way that light can trigger feelings of safety. To remember is an action in itself, it is not passive, which the Anglo-Saxons were aware of in their word for it “ge-mynd”. As long as we keep remembering, people, places and actions will never truly fade.
“They are all gone into the world of light and if each candle burns out, the memory never does.”
Really nice photos of the castle. Do you have Norwegian roots?
Hello Anna
Thank you for your kind comments. I don’t have Norwegian roots but a dear friend of mine Karine Hagen who is Norwegian has a well-known company originally from Norway, called Viking. It’s one of the finest travel companies I know.
Lady Carnarvon,
Thank you for another insightful post. January and February are so gloomy in Michigan. The sun is so appreciated when it decides to show its face.
Very much the same here!
Beautiful article. Thank you.
Lovely and insightful commentary on the effects of light and dark. Thank you. Georgina Marty
One, Candle, from the right heart, can light the world, and keep it warm, I just found out you are the RIGHT CANDLE!
I found this fascinating and very insightful.
That was wonderful!
How very true memories never fade ,
Thank you so very interesting x
My husband and I watch your documentary and are looking forward to visiting your castle. You write beautifully. Thank you, Lucie and Jean-Guy xo
What is the name of the documentary? Do you know if it’s available to watch? Thank you.
Lovely the pictures of candle did you have and lord Carnarvon have a wonderful weekend lam fan of Downton Abbey and highcelere castle
I am so moved by your words.
The Light And Dark polar and connected
A single light as strong as all the darkness
Very fitting in these dangerous times.
Gives hope and strength . Thank you again for your gentle insight.
Very sincerely
Elizabeth Palmer Herdrich
aka Lizzy Lamb, Muzzy Rifge Farm
Thank you for this thoughtful piece.
I plan to reread Anne’s Diary.
Thank you for your timely and always thoughtful narrative on this, the 80th anniversary of the liberation of Auschwitz and Birkenau. You are a light in the darkness.
Thank you Gregory, very kind.
Thank you Lady Carnarvon fo today’s blog. “The Candle” has sparked my interest in reading again The Diary of Anne Frank. May we all strive to be a light in the world.
Lovely the pictures of candle and did you and lord Carnarvon have a wonderful weekend and lam fan of Downton Abbey and highcelere castle
I live in Hillsboro, Oregon, USA, which is also where some Intel chip (semiconductors) factories are. It used to be that the power would go out once or twice a year, usually during a powerful Winter storm blowing in from the Pacific Ocean. Then, as the city grew, the power company put us on the same grid as Intel, which means that when the power goes out in the area, they immediately switch things around to make sure that the chip factories have electricity, and consequently we do to. There is a side of me that is grateful for this, of course, since we don’t have to stop using our computers or worry about food defrosting in the freezer, but mostly I miss the days when we would have to light up candles and stay together in one room. There is a lesson in the darkness, and we would remember it when we had it forced upon us. The times together with people that are special to us, listening to each other and the natural sounds around us, sharing a flame of light and warmth, well…those times are sacred.
Lady Canarvon
This week’s newsletter I think is one of your most poetic yet.
I love how you give glimpses into life at Highclere. Most importantly I love your talent for inclusion. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you Leslie, have a wonderful week.
Power outages at Highclere?! Just like Southern California now. We are plagued with east winds so the electric company turns off our power as fire prevention. I’ll now think of Highclere and Lady Carnavon when we get our candles and oil lamps out. After our visit to your estate last summer I love your blog. You bring grace, poetry and beauty into my emailbox.
Thank you Roanna
Greetings,
How timely your reference is to Anne Frank. An exhibit opens today in New York about her.
https://www.cjh.org/
Your closing quote is so poignant.
Thank you
Lady Carnarvon,
Everything that you write is with knowledge and care! I love your blogs and above all your books! Thank you so many hours of reading pleasure.
Thank you Marina
Lady Carnarvon,
Do you have gas anywhere in the castle? If so, it might be possible to have a generator installed to run critical things and keep your computer and WiFi connected. Likely you have considered this, but sending this note in case you haven’t yet. I enjoy your writings.
We have oil.
“Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness”…Eleanor Roosevelt
You have done that each week with your blog, Lady Carnavon, especially
this week. My husband and I and our three children livened in Richmond Surrey for 10 wonderful years, and returned to Old Town Alexandria, Virginia, the most like England of anyplace in America. Thank you for all you do to bring back treasured memories.
Hello Lady Carnarvon,
What a wonderful post ! Anne Frank’s book was required reading when I was in school. My high school biology teacher was from Germany. He and his family were sent to the camps ( he was about 16) and he ended up in Bergen-Belsen. He survived but his family did not. After being freed by both American and British troops, he decided to come to America and became a citizen. His English was flawless with no trace of an accent. He spoke with our class about his experience in the prison camp and of course, Anne Frank’s book. It left a lasting impression on all of us in the class. I remember my teacher always had the lights on in our classroom. He did not like the dark, not at all. I will never forget my teacher. He was an amazing man.
Thank you for sharing this wonderful post today.
Cynthia
Good Morning :
I am reading your blog with interest. I was not aware there are power outages in England. I would have thought Highclere would have a generator that could kick in if and when the power goes out.
Cheers
Sincerely
Bill McFarlane
Vancouver, C A N A D A
Too much for a generator but as time goes on there may be options
Bill, it occurred to me that there are multiple fireplaces and stoves as well as lamps for oil and holders for candles at Highclere. Probably the biggest inconvenience is loss of technological tools, and concern about freezers full of food.
Survival. Convenience.
As I luckily have visited Highclere Castle two times I can imagine how dark it could be at deep winter season nights and then sometime days then if power is lost there. Candles & fireplaces and flashlights are helpful & useful, but when we lost power in our home during dark times we often wore battery operated Headlamps to assist us to see everywhere we had to walk especially up and down stairs and in smaller rooms & closets and when writing had to take place or reading.
Hope you, Lord Carnarvon & your staff members there have battery operated headlamps to use when Highclere looses power. Good luck going forward.
Hello Lady Carnarvon.
What you need is some headlamps, strategically placed, known to all, in the event of a power cut during the winter months.
We cannot have his Lordship dashing around in the style of Corporal Jones.
“It’s a power cut. Don’t panic. Don’t panic.”
Carry on Highclere.
So many heroes that were light in the darkness. My mother just passed at the age of 102. She was from Rotterdam, living with and caring for her grandmother. There she hid a Jewish refugee in their attic. The stories of the courage it took, and ultimately the tragedy of Benjamin’s being taken ( and later died in camp) were ones my mother would share on occasion. Even at her advanced years, the terror never left my mom. So many that were lights in the darkness. May their lives never be forgotten.
Yes indeed Annelies. May your mother rest in peace and her spirit live on in your heart.
Dear Lady Carnarvon,
As today, January 27, being the Interantional Holocaust Remembrance Day, your rememberance of Anne Frank’s experience and observation of the candlelight is especially meaningful. May our lives be filled with the light of love for humanity.
I also remember in the early Downton Abbey episodes that everyone had to light a candle to take upstairs to the light way to their room. How far we’ve come in 100 years!
Wishing you a sunfilled and warm day.
So very interesting how you linked the concept of light to humanity and the story of Anne Frank.
I survived the 1998, Triangle of Darkness during the Epic, Montreal, Quebec Ice Storm. A return to candlelit family suppers, childhood board game amusements and team survival skills, helped us through those dark and frightening times.
I recently took my 18 year old granddaughter on a Viking Cruise to share with her more about her heritage and family roots. Amsterdam and the Anne Frank Museum was a highlight for both of us. In fact, the entire cruise was a ‘once in a lifetime experience.’
May we all learn from the lessons of Anne Frank – dignity, strength and compassion.
That sounds like a wonderful journey Elisabeth.
Thank you for your always lovely words and thank you for remembering
Thank you for another inspirational read this morning and, in particular, to the reference to Anne Frank.
The need for light around us is as you said a very much needed requirement for most of us. However, I live in in a large city that is surrounded with light all night long. I long for the times when I could camp out in the wilderness of the Canadian Rockies and just spend hours looking at the night sky. Or walking through the forest with only the light from the moon to guide my snow covered path back to camp. It is only there that you can calm your mind and remind yourself of all the things you have that make your life much easier than your ancestors.
Robert Douch
Vancouver, Canada
So beautifully written, thank you.
We must always remember these beautiful souls, their witnessing, and their messages long after they walk into the light.
Thank you as always for the reminder and using it to lift others and give them hope. ️
I cannot begin to imagine how erie Highclere must be in the dark! Yikes!
Big and dark !
Your article is so interesting and insightful! The way in which you connect the concepts is admirable. Remembering Anne Frank , especially on this day , Holocaust Remembrance Day, focusing on her desires of remembrance and hope . This invisible line that connects us through memories , memories (lights) that remind us the importance of caring about others and hoping for a ‘never again’ .
Always hoping
Thanks for bringing Anne Frank back into our memory. And the 2 pictures of her. I don’t think I’ve seen those before.
Lady Carnarvon,
Yesterday, I watched “The Diary of Anne Frank.” Reading your words about her today was amazing. We need to be light in this world. Thank you for sharing.
I think everyone should read her book
Dear Lady Carnarvon,
A beautiful remembrance. A single candle can bring hope. Many candles on a birthday cake to celebrate a year to come. Lighting a candle in church to offer prayers. Overwhelming as a witness to unfathomable loss. May we never forget.
Thank you for your beautiful words. Grief. Strength. May we never forget.
May we never forget.
Best regards,
Charlotte Merriam Cole
It is hard to find any words
Lady Carnarvon,
A spectacular blog as always. I had the good fortune, this morning, to see the King at Auschwitz celebrating International Holocaust remembrance day with many other world leaders attending, as well. The point, well made, was that with so few survivors, the rest of us must continue the story. Highclere Castle, in a power cut sounds daunting. (Now I realise why my parents had oil, and a gas stove in the Boat Inn where I grew up. If there were power cuts, we had heat and food, at least, and a roaring fire). In San Angelo, TX, not so lucky.
Texas is all on it’s own separate grid and so, for that reason, anyone down here, with any sense, has either a wood stove or a generator. The January 2021 snowstorm, nicknamed “Snowmageddon” proves why: San Angelo has no snowplows, and when the roads became icy, and the electricity was out, as well as the city water, many people improvised, bringing camp stoves, and gas stoves, for barbeques, inside to cook. Big mistake. At least it was over within a week. The wind turbines also froze so they wouldn’t work either.
I hope you and Lord Carnarvon have had a good week. Hopefully you have some snowdrops blooming.
Mary L. Mantel
There are a fwe snowdrops .. thank you
Lady Carnarvon,
My daughter can understand how you feel, power cuts are so annoying. She lives in South Africa and the government so often turn the power off, so candles are an essential thing. One would think in this day and age that this would not happen.
Enjoyed your post as always thank you so much.
Diane
Dear Lady Carnarvon:
Thank you for this Monday’s blog, and for the beautiful remembrance of the 80th anniversary of the liberation of the Auschwitz and Birkenau concentration camp.
I am curious! Are you able to utilize a generator for short-term power outages? Have you ever considered installing solar panels to self-generate electricity for Highclere Castle? It is my understanding that any unused electricity could be sold back to the local utility company.
Until next time, may you have a good week.
Perpetua Crawford
I looked at generators but could not work out what it would help – light or freezers or where!
What struck me most was the photo of the candle overlooking that huge room. Light and dark indoors, before electric lights, had so much more contrast. Much easier to play hide and seek! Much more scary to investigate a “bump in the night”!
In our Canadian tiny house, we enjoy candles and kerosene lamps during power outages, and often turn out all the lights on a cold winter night to watch the stars through large windows installed specifically for that purpose. A fire outdoors, in a chiminea, even through the windows, lights up the heart as well.
Lady Carnarvon, i believe you feel the pleasure of these ancient fire lights as well. A reason to embrace the occasional power outage!
We lived for thousands of years with day and night and perhaps 100 years with light and light
Lady Carnarvon,
Another look at how thankful we are for light. Thank you for your remembrance of dear Anne Frank on this special day.
A little late in replying, but busy with life’s callings. I look forward to next Monday.
Martha G
“Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, Happiness never decreases by being shared.”
– Gautam Buddha
Happiness increases when shared
Poignant article. I’m always amazed at the words of Anne Frank, so young, but so wise. On anolther note. Amazon offers rechargable lightbulbs that are wonderful during power outages. I’m all for the romance of a candle lit room but after several hours it’s nice to have these lightbulbs to return to almmost normal light….although in the saloon it would take quite a few!
I had the privilege of hearing you speak about 10 years ago to an American ladies expat group…I think close to Surrey…where my niece was an expat for 3 years. Enjoyed you then and enjoying your blog now.
Thank you!
Suzette Reed
Thank you
Such an excellent read! Thank you. Living in the mountains of northeast Washington State, we are quite familiar with power outages that we prepare for as best we can. I have multiple old fashioned oil lamps, plus we have a large generator. Having a propane gas kitchen range means we can cook and a propane outside grill is also a big help. Thank you for recognising Ann Frank by using some of her own words as well as your own. I appreciate all your stories.
Dear lady Carnarvon,
Absolutely beautiful post, I agree with people on this thread, light and darkness, despair and hope, mentioning Anne Frank on the Holocaust Rememberance Day…
On the practical side – instead of generator, you all may consider several large power banks (charged when the grid power is on) and LED lights around the house plus power for WiFi routers and computers/phones/gadgets. Worked for us on the trip to the California desert…
Faithfully yours,
Alex Sakowski
Orange County, CA, USA
We converted to LED a long time ago
I suspect more answers will come over the next 5 to 10 years
How thoughtful of you to write about Ann Frank – and her father’s incarceration at Auschwitz – on the 80th Anniversary of the Liberation of Auschwitz, which was held on January 27, the very day your Candle newsletter published.
I especially thank you, Lady Carnarvon, on behalf of my closest Jewish friends in Beverly Hills, CA – Yael Miller, her dad Mitch and her mom, Phyllis Zimbler Miller, a writer of fiction and non-fiction, screenwriter, and avid Holocaust activist/researcher. She is also the host of the outstanding “Never Again is Now” podcast from Beverly Hills, CA.
Phyllis will be eager to read The Candle from January 27, 2025.
Sincere thanks,
Alabama